Sunday, May 10, 2015

Omen

The oracles say the light that streaked across the sky was an omen, and a terrible, terrible omen. That our children will sicken and our herds go mad and our crops fail, that storms will drive the sea up around our houses and flatten down our trees with hail. We cringe at every south-winging bird, fearing omens yet greater, though no one knows quite what greater condemnation could be visited on us. Not that it would make any difference if we did. Two already have wandered into the forest, hollow-eyed, leaving families and fields to grow fallow.

No one speaks of them.

The harvest approaches, and men oil their plows, slow and distant, wondering whether their work will ever prove fruitful. They meet together and speak in whispers, watching the sky as if to read its tells, as if they don't know it always holds the highest Hand.

Old women watch the sea breathe, dire tongues that think often of death and will find it no great hardship. To them the young women retire and hear of past omens that have come to fruition and omens ill-understood leading heavens know where. They watch the sea together.

It is weeks gone since the sky lit up in prophecy, and no new light comes to us. Still, we wait for ruin.

Wheat rots in the fields while the men oil and sharpen, and the sea gives forth nothing while the women tell their tales, and children play quiet in the hen yards.

We find one of the oracles dead, washed up and shriveled on the beach.

It is a month gone since the omen, and the young men swing scythes in vain against the ruined wheat, despairing of their fathers, and the young women milk until their hands are raw, but they are too few, and the heifers cry out against their swollen udders. Children cry to their mothers and instead find the red hands of their sisters, empty.

We are dying, and no fire has come upon us.

-Nor will, some say, and never return.

Some will not take food and waste away. Others see the dawn and will not rise.

The sun rises red and wroth in their place. I watch it spill out across the water, melting the fog as it surges forward, its wavering beams a line of startled chestnut mares, blood bay stallions, charging toward us. We are still asleep, every dying man and woman.

I am old in my body of few winters, and I do not flee as the sky-fires return, legion now and hanging in their multitudes among the fading stars.

Nor flee I as the fires rain down, molten, glowing, breaking upon the shore to leave pits that hiss and smoke as the sea rushes into them.

The meteors rain down closer upon my right and my left; the sky is lit red, falling. Falling upon our empty houses and shriveled fields, our sleeping people and our fast-awakening children, huddled together and shrinking from the sky.

The sky clouds over, and the fires smoke out, and we are swallowed up by rain.


Creatures' Lullaby

Hush now my little one-
There’s no need for your crying-
Moon’s rising overhead
And bright daylight is dying.

Raise up your glinting eyes-
Don’t fear to face Orion-
The Hunter’s locked up in the stars
And cowers from the Lion.

Wind whistles in the leaves-
And wolves, they howl louder-
Our teeth are yet more keen than theirs;
Our laughing song is prouder.

Hush now my little one-
No man shall be our master.
Don’t fear the falling night-
The day is falling faster.

Opus

Thy face the Artist will portray
In alabaster-crusted clay-
A monument to alchemy-
Though looking in the red of day
May nothing of its strength betray.


The Sculptor then will surely see
The glory in the heart of thee
And take for sculpting chest and eye
Of heat-soft steel and filigree-
And write therein thy victory.


The Architect, of sunlight shy,
Will make thy skin of fading sky,
And stud it with the lighting stars;
Thy frame the firmament, and high
Will hold its bones, and never die.


And who to render running scars?
The opus lives. That work is ours.

Saturday, May 9, 2015

The Third Heaven

The moment you feel your feathers brush cage wires, you fly the coop and you’re running homeless now, roosting in dust and railroad tracks and learning to find freedom in cracked paving stones against an aching back and family in the cold kindness of strangers (a little girl gives you her ice cream and says you look sad and you wonder why, because you’re not, and she has your sister’s eyes)-

And you go west because that’s the cardinal direction of flight, because golden fields, world without end, only look like each other and the careless sky is big enough to feel yourself drifting out of your too-tight skin, running up and up and away until you’ve claimed all the distance to the moon to wander in, wander up tall stormheads in circles and through tornadic winds with lightning in your eyes and sometimes you barely make it back inside before the sky collpases onto the ground in a column in front of you and sweeps you away-

But you do make it, make it inside some farmer’s house, hide in his basement and imagine the wailing sirens in the city that are too far away to hear over the storm, just like the ones back where you started running-

And after, you go lay out under the night, and the sky is far too clear to have just boiled over, firmament-jewels burning above the air and above the moon and beyond the limits of your wandering, heavenly storms too far away to fear and wayward planets sprinting in circles around their stars, soft, cool reminder against your back of the wayward planet beneath you, running and running and turning and turning and suddenly you are tired, all the cosmos dancing furiously around you and spinning and spinning and showing face after face to one another, or like the moon keeping half hidden even in flight, and if the earth will keep on hurtling away even after you’re asleep, running forever and never, never running away, maybe you’ll let the heavens do the dancing and give into the pull of gravity like flying.

Flying home.